i think i've just lost the game.

the game. this silly thing we play at school, where if you think about "the game," you loses. but that's not relavent - here's a little extract from lulu's blog. i'm bella, difficult boy's puzzler.

"this bella and puzzler thing is pathetic now. it is over. it has been for a few weeks now, but they're both still clinging on to it. he is just for pure resentment, and she's still trying to save it, and win back him trust and friendship. and i'm his bestfriend, and i'm her bestfriend. and i can see that all they're doing is pushing each other away. and i tell them that they should leave each other alone. BUT NEITHER OF THEM LISTEN, and they just continue to move further and further away from reconsiliation. but worse now, puzzler doesn't want to reconsile. he's done. but i hate that, cause it'd break bella's heart.

but anyway. not my war to win or lose."

war/game, same thing. and i've lost.

all's fair in love and war.

this is the last time i'm ever taking about difficult boy.