lulu + nuttie.

i'm slightly annoyed at lulu. we were meant to being going london today, me her and redd. (yes, i've stolen her name from your blog as well(: ) thing is, after the radiator thing, i don't have much money and my mum didn't really want me going to london anyways. i told lulu this, she suggested maybe hitchin or stevo if she wasn't grounded. i could tell she wasn't happy about this and felt abit bad. anyway, she didn't call me like she'd said she would, or  even let me know they were going london. she certainly didn't invite me - i know it was because she thought i couldn't come and i shouldn't be annoyed at her... it's just this mood i'm in. it's not fair to be angry at her, she's such a brilliant friend.

i think i might message nuttie, just simply saying "i can't hate you forever. friends?" to see what she says. i know from her blogs that she's sorry and wants to be friends again, but i think she can't make the first move.

dinner, but i'm not hungry. i've got to try and act normally.