Monday, 25 January 2010

"I am going to wait. Until I get a definate answer."

jim put that on his blog, about me. i'm a bitch. i don't deserve him; i derserve to die in a hole in uganda after being raped by marvin (my imaginary peadophile. he's from uganda, has a wife and 6 kids. he likes long walks on the beach ending with burrying little kids in the sand). but yeah, jim. saying that i don't derserve won't change the fact he thinks i do; we're gonna have to agree to disagree. he's right - i am in this confused mess atm. i feel like i'm balancing on the edge of a black hole, just about managing to keep myself from falling in. i'm scared if jim joins me, he'll upset the fragile balance and i'll end up pulling him in with me.
          he sent me a song he said seems very 'me:' song for you - alexi murdoch what do you think?

dad. well done, i didn't take french gcse. has it really taken you two years to work that out, or were you just looking to pick an argument with me? either way, there is absolutely nothing i can do about it now. i won't get into warwick uni, you say? i don't want to go to warwick!

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